Edcel.net – mind games

I don’t know what’s going on but despite looking my best and going to the office early as well as greeting people with the usual Hi’s, I seem to be not in the mood.

My eyes, I need to have them checked or I just need a good break. I’m not having problems with sleeping as I just doze off to sleep whenever I hit the sack. But I feel weak and bored.

Maybe I’ll just shave my head to a mohawk just to do something new. It’s still the first half of the month at the start of the year and I’m feeling all out of energy already. This is not the right time to be burned out yet.

Probably, I have to rest.

I wish I knew where I’m going. I can’t crawl up in one corner and expect somebody to just take me away, though it can be a probable solution. Still, where’s my missing piece?

Once in awhile, a traveller needs to rest.

The semester will end! haha. I’m happy that next week will be finals and I can find more time to squeeze in a number of activities I’ve lined up to enhance my skills as well as have more focus in doing what I do best: Blogging. hehe.

Anyway, after all those months and being worn out because my body took it’s toll, I’ll be able to rest properly.

Sayonara!

I can now rest from school. For the next two weeks, all I have to worry about would be just work. But even so, my department is exempted from working on holidays so it’s a double treat already for me. I’m glad that I won’t have to work and study during the holidays. I’m planning to go out and try to find a good spot for nature-tripping.

We’ll see what will happen then. For now, I’m glad to just bum around over the weekend. I haven’t had this much sleep in months.

…for 4 hours! This is already good enough for me. At least, tomorrow’s the weekend, and I have a whole lot of things to do still.

I need to prepare for a wedding I’ll be attending, need to finish my reports and get my projects done. I need to be prepared for calibrations and meetings later on. But right, now I have to get some rest.

I’m finally going to get a good night’s day’s rest! Was awake for 24 hours and only slept 2 hours before that and was also awake 14 hours prior. I’m getting a bit wasted that I can’t even keep track of time and remember what happened on what.

I’m glad that we won’t have classes later on for my last subject. I just have to directly to the office and then it’s the weekend off! I’m definitely going to utilize this time to get some shut eyes.

I’ll definitely have more things to do when I wake up because all my assignments are being stacked for the weekend. But for now, I will get my rest!

Just had our first practice exercise in PE –> ha, I’m still taking Physical Education in school. I still won’t admit that I’m already old and going back to school. I just hope I won’t be a Van Wilder and always think of partying and having a good time; even if it’s one of the things I need to do. It’s far from my personality because of the way I need to settle a lot of obligations while keeping a sound mind a healthy body. I need to get my vitamins anyway.

Speaking of health, I’m in a trance because my mind can only comprehend the physical aspects of understanding concepts. I can’t go deeper down my memory in order to recall a certain fact or figure. My mind is deteriorating because of the lack of sleep and the number of assignments and the metrics that I need to meet. But I don’t call myself average but hardworking for nothing. I know I can do this, failure is not even an option.

However, I just need to get the much needed rest that I deserve. The class after this will be a straight, moving towards my shift at work and another straight class tomorrow. I only slept for an hour and a half, I need to stay awake for another 20 hours before I can get the next available rest.