Been awhile since I last posted a song in this site – was that busy, eh? Anyway, this is something I randomly had the chance to listen to which I definitely needed as I’ve been ranting too much lately. Let’s keep the good vibes coming in and I’m embracing it rather than denying good things from happening.
Edcel – a personal weblog mind games and then some.
quick one
May 2, 2011 — edcelThis will be a quick update. I’m sick.
- Been working my arse off the past few weeks which isn’t really such a bad thing because of added responsibility that ups my value and makes me more useful. Compared to the past months, I’ve been doing more than the usual tasks and I’m welcoming the change.
nightmares
March 23, 2011 — edcelBeen having bad dreams the past few days. Probably because of how full my schedule is and how full my brain is. I’ve a lot in my mind to think about. This pertains more on my future and the path that I plan to take.
my biggest critic
October 31, 2010 — edcelMyself.
Look at you, Ed.
Are you happy with where you are? What you’ve achieved?
Did you imagine you’d be standing here?
Enough with the pathetic rants, dweeb.
It’s time to wake up.
Life was never meant to be fair and you knew that even before.
You just got swayed in too many directions and now you’re lost.
Enough with the face, snap out of the dream and deal with it.
add some, lose some
October 25, 2010 — edcelBeen flipping through some pages in the past and I’m wondering what happened to the old me. I’m not sure if I’ve improved in life or I’ve gone worse. I think I can do more and this is not my peak. People grow and in the process, they acquire new skills and talents, but also fade some. However, I’m more concerned about my overall attitude towards the way I live and the way I see things.
Meet the Robinsons movement
September 22, 2010 — edcel
Spent a Sunday morning in my neighbor’s room while she prepared breakfast for us. With her two kids, we watched a cartoon flick entitled “Meet The Robinsons” in Disney. I just went through the movie and expected less since after all, this was a film for kids (or so I thought).
life in a trance
September 20, 2010 — edcel
Life in a trance, you can’t help but dance.
You want to let loose and let go. Be inspired and stop saying No.
green trees
August 31, 2010 — edcelGreen trees in Bohol; I’ll go back to this area. There’s something about it that calms me and soothes my senses.
You want to resort into poetry underneath the green canopy. Leaves envelop you and you are shaded from life’s uncertainty.
These trees; they bear shade and cover you from light. Amidst darkness, they keep you safe and nestled.
bald and stripped
August 18, 2010 — edcelHad a conversation with an old acquaintance. I realize that I miss our conversations that led to life and questions. It was a quick encounter due to my work and hers but it got me thinking a lot.
taxing issues
March 27, 2010 — edcelWork – still have a long way to go before I’m done with my tasks. This week is pure work despite the vacation that I filed for which was also approved.
Family – decisions that are not worked on right away and they are still being discussed. People are less open which makes it harder to communicate.
looking back
January 10, 2010 — edcelLife has hit me hard in a lot of ways. But there are still more people who’ve been through worse; and I am keeping that notion to constantly challenge me, to develop my full potential because I know that nothing ever stops and we area always growing. It’s another one of those moments where I just have to keep everything in stride and not look back.
looking for substance
October 27, 2009 — edcelThe past few days, life has been a blur. I just feel like I’ve been placed on a track for other people to bet on –> bad simile. I’ve been trying to find meaning amidst all complexities as well as shallowness but somehow I’m running on empty. This isn’t supposed to be who I am and what I do as I live for discovery and exploration. Maybe I’m just looking for substance and worth even in the little things that routine can offer. Darn it, I’m at it again.
wish i could play dead
October 14, 2009 — edcel
I wish I could and let people direct me what to do with my life. But then reality sometimes have to be what it is… hard and cold. You have to think of something and you have to act quick before you lose all your senses and in turn, lose yourself. You have to make a decision so you have to find logic or feel the emotion to weigh each option on which is heavier. But it doesn’t mean that the heavier it is the better. You’ll never know what lightness can bring.
paranoid android
September 19, 2009 — edcelI’m upset at your every move and I’m glad it’s over. I don’t know what’s wrong why I feel like you’re somewhat queasy and insane in a way. Just stop what you’re doing and stick to the basics. You don’t have to mind every other person’s move or check out their status because you also have your life to live. Putting a person into a single glass globe doesn’t really do much but reinforces the notion of paranoia, like some sick psycho waiting to strike in the middle of the night. Get a life, alright?
pleasure or pain
August 20, 2009 — edcelFunny how things cause you addiction like a drug you can’t get enough of. People face this battle everyday on how to continue to exist. Some take pleasure in bringing pain to hide that sense of insecurity that has been kept in a shell all along.
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