back to the lending company


Posted by edcel in life, work.

After 5 days of keeping my atm card, it’s gone to the lending company again. I know I shouldn’t complain since it takes a huge deal of diminishing ego just to ask money from your son. It’s just the monotony of the situation that I’m a bit upset about.

They’re going to use the money for the house again. As usual, I’ll be broke for the next 6 months or so. That’s why I take respite in whatever “outing” I can participate in which all the more makes me confused on which priority should come first.

I want to help out in the house without having them to solicit some objectives. I want to share something on my own. But it seems that time is too fast that I get overtaken by it. I know someday, everything will be alright. I just wish I can still reach that someday.