Edcel.net - mind games

She - I don’t know what’s wrong with her. Sometimes I want to ask if it’s just one of her mood swings. Because when we eat out together, sometimes she gets the same enthusiasm that I always have whenever I’m around her. And then sometimes, she just doesn’t want to talk at all no matter how hard I try to reach out.

At the present, our connection is drifting away since I don’t get to see her as often as I want to; which I don’t want to happen. Still I’m just making sure that it won’t come to a point wherein we’ll just say “Hi” only when we see each other; though that’s what’s happening. Maybe that’s the problem, I’m trying to be attached.

He - He’s in a critical stage because of a personal problem. I want to help but what can I do? His present state makes me realize how important family is in one’s life. It’s hard not being prepared when the inevitable hits you right in the face, like a slap from the one you love when you just had a hearty laugh –> I’m bad with similes.

All I can offer is just my company in this tough situation, but I guess it’s already sufficient.

She - I’m glad that I can always have her at my side whenever I feel like hanging out. We can just talk about the simplest things and corniest things without worrying of sounding stupid. We’re at a stage where we’re comfortable talking to each other about anything that comes to mind, especially nonsensical things.

Friends are like titanium rings, sometimes I don’t understand.

I’m glad that somehow, I’m able to find people I can look up to in the working environment. These people are the ones I can talk about anything. They know me already that I wouldn’t get angry or conscious with different side-comments that they’d throw at me whenever they think I’m too uptight and constricted, narrow-minded even. I’m already comfortable with them that it seems never a bother if I stay up a few hours more after my shift just to have the occasional chitchats. I cherish these moments for I know it’ll be a lot sooner that I won’t ever have the same opportunity of talking to them again as we’ll be transferring to a different floor.