Edcel.net – mind games

literally please.

I should unwind and I’ll be going out to the Imperial Palace to unwind but somehow my mind is currently wondering off to my notebook again. Still so many work left to be done, so many things to prove that I’m worth the expenditures. Now I’m cramming to get things done fast which is also affecting my vacation even.

Photos to upload, pages to finish, products to display, write-ups to be created, people to hire, articles to spin, tasks to designate –> it just goes on and on. I even postponed a Friday night session just to accomplish more; whatever happened to the social obligations.

Splash me a bucket of ice cold water so I may stay awake. No worries about eye bags and such, I have to produce results.

I can now rest from school. For the next two weeks, all I have to worry about would be just work. But even so, my department is exempted from working on holidays so it’s a double treat already for me. I’m glad that I won’t have to work and study during the holidays. I’m planning to go out and try to find a good spot for nature-tripping.

We’ll see what will happen then. For now, I’m glad to just bum around over the weekend. I haven’t had this much sleep in months.

Coffee, smoke, vacation, pee, lunch… any. I need all the break I can get. I might go ballistic if I can’t have one. I know I’ll be getting some soon. But I want time to fly by fast so the process my be hastened.

Somebody break me.

I just got back from Dumaguete; where I spent my high school life. I was assuming at first that I would be able to meet a lot of familiar people there but it seems that time has changed. What was once ours is passed on to the younger generation (can’t believe I’m saying this). It’s their time to have all the fun college can give them; because our time is better utilized in focusing on more important things in life. But it’s still nice that I was able to stay connected to some.

When I arrived here, I was counting the rest of my money and it seems that I ran out of dough because of spending it there. For now, I still have some remaining credit left in my account. At least I have my land line connected back again because I need it for reference when people will call. I don’t know how many times I tried to apply to get a plastic, maybe around 7 times, but I always got denied for a specific reason I can’t seem to point out which. I don’t know what’s wrong when I am very much qualified to get them because of my current work and home status.

Anyway, I got was figuring out which to get; whether it be Citibank, Standard Chartered, HSBC and others. Most of them seem to advertise that they have the best credit card rates; I just hope I am able to distinguish which one will be suited for me because I hate hidden charges and other service fees they don’t tell to people in advertisements.

I haven’t slept. I just got back from the house cause a previous problem I had, I haven’t taken a bath and I’m all drenched in sweat. I can’t do much except work my ass off again. I need to finish and reach my quota for this fiscal month less I get labeled as “incompetent” which is not one of the adjectives that I’d like to be associated with.

So I have to sacrifice some day’s worth again just to comply. My eyes are all blood-red from lack of rest and I’m all too pooped. That’s why the last thing I need is for people to disturb me from my zone. My senses are failing me so give me a break already.