Now I’m broken. We all are.
This has been a stressful week but I have to deal with it. Family, work, other work; it’s all too conflicting and it’s wasting my time. The decision has been made and actions have been done. We’ll see the consequences but I don’t want to think about it first. I need to do something fast before the next testament arrives.
6 people gone.
I never realized that ‘Up In The Air’ would happen anytime soon. For sure, it came off as an unexpected news for us. Signs were present but were also vague. It’s been a shocking week and it has now just sunk in. Hearing the story made me feel more compelled to think of other options because of not wanting to lose people.
Got to talk to a class again. Was a little nervous but got me excited at the same time. It’s been awhile since I blabbered and blabbered. It felt good knowing that I was doing something aside from my usual tasks. But in the end, I think I’ll puke for always keeping a happy face regardless of the condition.
Just had a discussion about the things I’ve done . I received some encouragements which made me realize that I made some achievements after all. I didn’t know that it was still possible as lately, I’ve been going down the drain. There are bullets which made me question the results of being stack ranked and I now regret why I didn’t ask for figures.
Watched two movies the other night which reminds me that I haven’t really made any movie posts in a pretty long while.
Hachiko: A Dog’s Story
Richard Gere, Joan Allen, Sarah Roemer, Erick Avari, Jason Alexander
I wish I could still stay on the island, but I had pending work to do and I still had to catch up on pending tasks. Arrghhh. All this has proven to be taxing on my end. I’d like to de-stress again; maybe hit the gym to get some physical action done at least every other day — I’ve been sitting and lying down more than I should in a day and this isn’t doing me good with my health.
Just had a conversation about assignments and I feel bad knowing that my value has been lowered in rank. It’s a total bummer since it’s been months since I’ve planned this out at the back of my head and I was willing to surrender.
working on it but I have a minimal idea on where I should begin. Now I’m googling everything from what I should put from the beginning to the end. I’m apprehensive in putting facts because they’re not as updated as I thought they would be but I’ve no choice. This is the data that’s being presented to me and I have to deal with it.
Bummed but buried. I’m rushing the articles I needed to accomplish the task as fast as I can. Deadline was last week but I’m still not done. In fact, I haven’t even started. That’s what you get when you get employers who don’t value their employees. Oh well, let me work this one out quick.
Work at home, work at the office, work outside. It’s been a blur as usual and I’m taking my time to finish the jobs I’m taking.
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Went on a shopping spree and it wasn’t planned at all. Bummer, now I have to catch up on the things that I paid for.
I’m trying to find a way to finish some papers so that I can just pass off as a poser compared to looking desperate. I just have to look beyond and see what lies in the future. It’s just that it’s hard to expect something more than what I have. I’m going back to weighing my options on which has a bigger weight. The clouds have come back and the rays are slowly being covered. It’s only a matter of time before I go agog over decisions again.
but still working. I have to do my tasks as fast as I can so I can have something to show to my employers. Darn it, I’ve been too exhausted because of photo commitments.
As of now, I’m working my ass off for finishing my jobs online.
Sunday became my second time to be a godparent. I attended a seminar ( a long one) to be educated on the responsibilities of being a second father to my colleague/next-door housemate’s son who’s just 3 months old.
the family.
Shoot. Double time, double time. I need to work double.
I have a longer weekend but it doesn’t give me the excuse not to catch up. I should be able to perform and not lag behind.
Happy New Year to the rest of us.
Still working on some things, but it’s nice to take a break and hit the beach. Was able to try bringing my laptop with me in Malapascua. But I needed to have my own internet connection. I’ll probably subscribe to Smartbro’s Unlimited Plug It plan. Hopefully, it will really be a good travel companion whenever I go out of town so I can carry my work with me.
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