Edcel.net – mind games

I wish I could still stay on the island, but I had pending work to do and I still had to catch up on pending tasks. Arrghhh. All this has proven to be taxing on my end. I’d like to de-stress again; maybe hit the gym to get some physical action done at least every other day — I’ve been sitting and lying down more than I should in a day and this isn’t doing me good with my health.

So here’s a picture of the place that I’ve gone to two weeks ago. I climbed some rocks which left me scratched and scarred temporarily. No pain, no gain.

Just had a conversation about assignments and I feel bad knowing that my value has been lowered in rank. It’s a total bummer since it’s been months since I’ve planned this out at the back of my head and I was willing to surrender.

But it’s my fault anyway because I didn’t grab the chance when it was already fed to me in front of my face; complete with the choo choo trains and the flying airplanes.

It’s okay cause I still belong as part of the group but I just feel that I wasted myself in total. Darn it.

working on it but I have a  minimal idea on where I should begin. Now I’m googling everything from what I should put from the beginning to the end. I’m apprehensive in putting facts because they’re not as updated as I thought they would be but I’ve no choice. This is the data that’s being presented to me and I have to deal with it.

Good luck with the comments and feedback cause I don’t really like being corrected but I won’t improve if I don’t get all constructive about it. Finish this, Ed; like the Mortal Combat cry.

Bummed but buried. I’m rushing the articles I needed to accomplish the task as fast as I can. Deadline was last week but I’m still not done. In fact, I haven’t even started. That’s what you get when you get employers who don’t value their employees. Oh well, let me work this one out quick.

Can I  have my cake and also eat it?

Work at home, work at the office, work outside. It’s been a blur as usual and I’m taking my time to finish the jobs I’m taking.

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Went on a shopping spree and it wasn’t planned at all. Bummer, now I have to catch up on the things that I paid for.

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Photography, it’s another activity that’s preoccupying my time. I hope I can expand my fields so I can learn more.

I’m trying to find a way to finish some papers so that I can just pass off as a poser compared to looking desperate. I just have to look beyond and see what lies in the future. It’s just that it’s hard to expect something more than what I have. I’m going back to weighing my options on which has a bigger weight. The clouds have come back and the rays are slowly being covered. It’s only a matter of time before I go agog over decisions again.

but still working. I have to do my tasks as fast as I can so I can have something to show to my employers. Darn it, I’ve been too exhausted because of photo commitments.

As of now, I’m working my ass off for finishing my jobs online.