So the money arrived, but now it’s gone. I’ve never felt more empty during Christmas. It’s supposed to be the season to be jolly. But I’ve no one to blame. I already had my time to splurge in advance. Back when I had trips left and right, local and abroad. Now I can’t complain. I’ve actually accepted it even before. I just feel robbed and lifeless considering that everybody’s enjoying the moment.
Edcel – a personal weblog mind games and then some.
stuck in the airport
November 25, 2010 — edcelI’m stuck in the airport for four hours. At least it’s only four, it could be worse.
Cebu Pacific actually contacted us saying that our flight was cancelled and moved to another schedule. Upon our arrival at the Mactan Airport, the Cebu Pac Check in counter agent said that it’s been moved again due to some aircraft problems. Bummer.
HSBC Credit Card iPod Touch Promo
November 20, 2010 — edcelIpod Touch 3rd Generation or 4th Generation? This was what I wanted to know when I received my new HSBC credit card.
lesser reservations
November 3, 2010 — edcelIf only we have lesser reservations, we can actually have more.
dominatrix
October 9, 2010 — edcelYou just never give up. You feel you’re so righteous that you just have to assume the motif of every person blurting out a specific response. Stop twisting and turning and stop playing with words. It was evident what you did and you know I DID NOT do it.
no looking up
August 30, 2010 — edcelI don’t deserve this. I’m acting as the grown-up in the bunch and I don’t like the feeling knowing that I should be just a contributor. It can’t be helped because of the decisions that need to be made and there’s no other point of contact that’s reliable enough to pick. It’s exhausting on my end that I have to deal with the dilemmas of the group when I can only do so much. I don’t have anybody I can look up to anymore and it’s frustrating in a sense that my supposed inspirations are not what they used to be. I don’t judge them for what they are; but I can’t expect them to be anything either. I wish everybody knew the importance of not being a pain in the buttocks. It’s really tiring and this routine is killing me. A little more sacrifice and a lot more patience is what I pray for to better understand the situation and why these are happening.
updates for the Hongkong trip
August 25, 2010 — edcelI’ve been calling Cebu Pacific these days to request for updates regarding the news on flights to Hongkong. On September 1 to 8, I will be leaving for Hongkong for a vacation but due to a problem with a hostage crisis that recently went on the news, I’m apprehensive in pushing through. In the end, I will be going but I’m still wary about the situation because of fear and agitation. This is a real bummer as it’s just a week before our trip so the scandal is still very fresh.
lost the tax form
August 10, 2010 — edcelOf all the things I lost, the BIR 2316 tax had to be it. F($%#!@.
I’m upset because I know it will take some more time before I can apply for this new loan. I’m not even sure if I can still request for a copy but I’ll try. This processing has been giving me a lot of headache the past few days — and I’m not even the one who’s going to use the money! Sheesh.
snob
August 10, 2010 — edcelLet’s see how long we can both keep this at. I won’t mind and so would you. We’ll have short responses or we don’t even have to reply. No words needed, no emotions and even simple gestures of acknowledgement. I just wonder when will this stop.
no need
August 3, 2010 — edcelThere’s no need for you to blurt out your thoughts and go overboard. I just asked a questions and you could’ve just let it go. There’s no need to judge and no need to tease. Meddling and interfering is really none of your business; as if you own my entity and you have a say to everything I do. I don’t have to please you and even if I do, you’re not even worth it. You have your Other to do that so stop acting like I’m an important person and you’re concerned cause it doesn’t show that way on my end. Please, stfu.
achoy
July 10, 2010 — edcelI feel that I have to satisfy your every need in order to be accepted. I get a little queasy with the situation that you have to demand and want things done fast. I don’t have any other way to decline the request for the sake of being called a good companion to help you in times of need. This will just be one of those rare moments when I’ll say yes; just one of those good days that I’m willing to sacrifice my own rest for yours.
stop comparing
July 8, 2010 — edcelDon’t compare me with him.
If it weren’t for me, I wouldn’t be here.
Don’t compare me with him.
If it weren’t for me, he wouldn’t be here.
We’re different and we have different thoughts.
Don’t take it as if I’m better off than him or he than me.
losing things
June 19, 2010 — edcelBeen losing a lot of valuables lately and it’s pissing me off! How clumsy can I be?
I’m not like this most of the time and maybe it’s just one of those days. I hope the stigma will stop cause I’m losing a lot in finances and investments.
FINE – Feeling Insecure, Neurotic and Emotional
June 2, 2010 — edcelIt’s a difficult time for a lot of us. You have to contend with the situation that there will never be a life outside a life. You can’t expect things to be just the same and no matter what people do in order to get back to the way they used to be, it is still hard to just think about something when you know that there’s nothing that will result of it.
lost my phone
May 10, 2010 — edcelDarn it.
I felt like a jackass even if it could happen to anyone. The only problem here is that I lost it in the company where I’m working. It’s just sad knowing that I am sharing the same building with the suspect. I thought you shared the same views and you can trust anybody within. I guess that’s what makes me a fool.
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