Edcel.net – mind games

I never thought you’d do this to your own kin. Of all the people, you tested my trust and failed miserably. I should be upset, and I believe I am. I’m just trying my best to divert all the negative reaction to something else. Maybe I just refuse to accept your vice and I still cover it up to show that there’s something good in you.

It had to be me who has to suffer and you can dare see your son covered in mud, looking like a jackass. You sure made a good fool out of me.

Signs that signify, signs that confuse.
Which one to track, which one to choose?
Too many symbols to set,
too many to interpret.
Just direct me where to go,
I will not stop but I will follow.

The past few days, life has been a blur. I just feel like I’ve been placed on a track for other people to bet  on –> bad simile. I’ve been trying to find meaning amidst all complexities as well as shallowness but somehow I’m running on empty. This isn’t supposed to be who I am and what I do as I live for discovery and exploration. Maybe I’m just looking for substance and worth even in the little things that routine can offer. Darn it, I’m at it again.

One can never really tell how important technology is nowadays and how we can use it to the best of our ability. It would be great if we could utilize different softwares that are designed for each and every situation to upgrade ourselves and make things easier when it comes to processing and operations. You can get a Waste Management Software for you to manage trash and wastes, an accounting software for business and many more. It would be great to go beyond old school and adapt so we can take advantage of the knowledge that these programs bring in our lives.

So now, let me enjoy downloading programs for free.

What I would do just to remove my slippers… 

…and dip my feet in the sparkling water… 

…and get stung by a jelly fish. Ouch!

The salt water has many stories to tell.

Last night was good. I’ve never had much opportunity to bond with colleagues at work after our shift. Hence, I decided to invite them out just to hang out and get the mood out of the office and into the weekend. Went to Julia’s somewhere in Lahug to see what the place could offer. I just needed to grab something to eat. Sheesh. I’ve never really gone out to drink on a regular basis. I don’t think this will be often though as I usually hate the after-effects. Now my head is still heavy but I needed to get up.

If it’s been bugging you, it had been bugging me too.
Stop asking stupid questions, silly.
Why ask what is obvious?
Here you are trying to act all innocent and frail and childish.
I’m not that desperate which means I can still stand ground.