First time to greet. After spending 23 years, it was my first time to greet him. I don’t know if it was meant sincerely, but it was the best that I could do at that time.
2 days from now will be my mother’s. We plan to go out and try to bond. We’ll see what will happen.
Did I screw up? Was I the one that’s unclear? I didn’t mean for anybody to get lost. But to curse and tell me I fucked up when I’m innocent just does it.
It’s the first that you did that to me, acting as if I were damned and it’s all my fault.
that we take for granted.
Today, I woke up in the middle of the afternoon. At a quarter before night, the air was cool as the day was closing on its last rays and indigo was fading to dark. I was laying on my bed, still sleepy but I knew I had to get up for more responsibilities that needed more concern because they possess great matters of consequence; at least even in my eyes.
Been cleaning up my room because of all the scattered things lying around. I needed the change of scene as well since I was given some new Office Furniture to use so I could have my mini work station inside my room when I work blogging tasks. It’s nice because I have room to make use of in order to make living a little more bearable to be in.
It’s been awhile since a good deed was recognized.
I forgot how it felt like to feel worthy.
A simple tap in the back was already enough,
But to be tapped at the back in front of others was really something.
It feels good to be appreciated.
Easy come, easy go.
Where did all the money go?
The loan was processed the other day, now it’s all gone. 57K is not an easy amount, but if it would be put to good use then I would feel a lot better. Still, money is really a perfect assistant of a magician, they can pull off a disappearing act without magic dust nor even a cloth to conceal the trick; it’s that quick!
I think I have too much of a sweet tooth.
Leona’s cakes and pastries, Cebu.
So far, I am a bit stagnant with work outside the office since I have two employers who haven’t been giving me the proper attention that I need. I’ve been looking for some good discounts on some online marketing services. I have an employer who is an internet marketer and I was assigned to create ad serving links as well as utilize SEO services to market his website.
I usually order chicken and spaghetti at McDonald’s whenever we eat there. Of all the fast food joints, I like the spaghetti of Mcdonald’s better because it’s sourer. We sometimes go out during lunch break and walk to ‘The Walk’ but instead of just buying a few food, I end up getting more as one meal wouldn’t be enough. I need to have rice and upsize my drink to a pineapple juice. Come to think of it, when was the last time I drank soda?
It’s been awhile since I last visited my family at home. After the whole prodigal son scenario, I kept on dropping by on a casual basis. Seldom do I get to taste my mother’s cooking which is what I miss as well. I’m glad that somehow, I had dinner amidst a candle-lit atmosphere because of having no electricity left. Even if there’s a bit of an agenda with the meal, I still wanted to spend time with them. We can talk like adults despite the insults thrown at each other.
Amaw is crazy in our dialect, I think.
I feel crazy that my camera is still not working. My D80 is still not with me and as the day passes without it, I grow fonder. I forgive myself if I break into a song or a rhyme. But when something so precious is taken away, it’s as if a part of your whole gets lost in the process. I actually feel empty without it at my side that I might lose some senses while waiting for its return
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