Edcel – a personal weblog mind games and then some.

When you just can’t resist. You look the other way.
You try to ignore it but it catches you in your least unguarded moments.
How does it seem that everything is just captured in a fantasy?
You wake up and feel empty because it was all it ever will.
Get a good slap in the face so that you’ll realize,
and you won’t have to bother about thinking wishfully.
How can it be that you avoid it and yet it comes back to you?
You think away but it all the more makes you wonder.
Impossible as it seems, there will always be a hope that keeps your faith.
For things that may never be experienced,
is still longing at the back of the head.
Is it destiny or do I still have to hold?