It’s a long weekend and I’m hesitant because I’m already comfortable with the vacation that I don’t like to work on Monday anymore. This will just pass, I know. But I want to experiment, try other things. There’s so much to do in order to change the situation. I’m just comfortably numb that I’m already dubious to what lies ahead.
Edcel – a personal weblog mind games and then some.
scared
April 11, 2009 — edcelI’m scared of the inevitable. I’m afraid to even move. I might cause some problems, I might not live up to expectations. I know I shouldn’t force myself too much but I can’t help it, I should raise a standard because if I think lowly, I’ll have to compromise quality and I don’t want to do that considering that that’s the main reason I was assigned to this post in the first place.
garfield
April 11, 2009 — edcelWas strolling in some mall when I chanced upon a gift house that sold some stuff toys. This Garfield batch reminds me of someone that I had to stare at it for a long time. I wanted to buy a piece but what good would it do? It’s of no use; it means nothing.
album cover
April 10, 2009 — edcelas browsing through Pandora (my favorite radio station at work), when I heard a classic song which I didn’t recognize. I was about to click on the ‘skip’ button when I chanced upon the cover album of the band. Somehow, I had to stare at it for a long time.
busted sofa
April 10, 2009 — edcelOur sofa is busted. It’s time to get a new one. I want to buy a good log furniture just like the Large Walnut Coffee Table because it’s big and has a good space and it reminds me of home in our old place. Right now we’re living in the city where it’s too crowded and fast-paced. I want to feel how it’s like to live with nature even if we are here that’s why I want to get some wooden chairs to go with the table. Logs come from nature so wouldn’t it be nice to get that feel at your home as well?
jetsetter
April 10, 2009 — edcel“It’s time everyone flies.” –> This is a tag line from a local airline famous because of its cheap flights and promotions. Last year, I’ve been able to travel a lot by boat. This year, I’m hoping to travel a lot by plane. In any case, I’m just glad to travel.
planning a trip
April 10, 2009 — edcelWe’re planning to go out of the city one of the weekends this summer. My teammates are already preparing the budget and everything that is needed in order to have the weekend at the beach stress-free. As for me, so long as there are some wood furniture available because I want to have a good chair to rest and bed to sleep on that is one with nature. I hope everything will push through as we don’t get to go out as often as we want to. Come to think of, we never really got to to go out as a team due to shift and scheduled issues.
sunburn
April 10, 2009 — edcelWas suffering from itchiness because of my skin that got burned because of too much hanging out under the sun when we went to a beach in Davao. The beach is my refuge, what can I say? Now I’m just suffering the consequence of peeling off. Oh well, at least I can literally say I shed off from my old skin. harhar.
pop: the handyman
April 9, 2009 — edcelI dropped by my parent’s house over the weekend since I haven’t visited our house in a long time. I don’t know when I was ever able to stopover but it was nice to be with my family again after all the work stress and issues at school as well.
realization
April 8, 2009 — edcelAfter I arrived home from Davao, I was able to contemplate on our situation compared to the people whom we thought had ‘better’ lives. It made me realize how lucky we are still despite trying times. I’ve always thought that we looked sorry but it changed. It made me rethink my perception that I should be thankful for the things that I have.
can't update
April 5, 2009 — edcelOr I don’t want to update. I’m tired of blogging but this is probably just another one of those phases. I don’t know what to do with My Start Page but I just need to find more time to do these stuff.
buildings set up
April 2, 2009 — edcelI’ve been pretty much busy after school because I went to the office to start working on some projects my boss assigned me. I didn’t notice time to fly by so fast because when I went out to take a break, it was already afternoon; it’s just some of the irregularities of working in a nocturnal industry. To think that I came in at night and now and I still don’t have enough sleep. But I’m not complaining; it’s nice to have work that provides you with your necessities.
paid off my DSLR
April 1, 2009 — edcelI paid off my camera! Yipee! I’m glad I’m able to purchase the gadget that I wanted. Now if only I can allot more time to understanding the concepts of this hobby. It seems that I’m caught up with the situation that I get stressed easily. I don’t even have much time to blog anymore because whatever hours I have left, I know I need to dedicate it somewhere else that’s more important.
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