I have to deal with it.
At least now I’m in the terminal and I’m bound to fly 30 minutes from now. I’m happy that this pushed through, despite all the trouble I’ve gone through to get here. I don’t have any sleep and I’ll be heading off to work after I arrive so that leaves me to worry about how to get myself to talk to people without sounding tired and wasted.
Upset that I can’t get enough sleep and I have to deal with the situation. This too shall pass but for now I need to get my sleep!
One of my frustrations is being involved in Multimedia. Somehow, I’m inclined to being creative without really pressuring myself to be good at something. I like taking pictures, editing them and showing them to other people. It’s something that I consider a hobby that I enjoy doing, aside from blogging. I was told to take this passion to another level, something that I can try to do as a profession or even just a sideline. Actually, I have plans, but nothing would really surmise as of the moment due to the thought of being unstable is what digresses me.
edcel.net is going to live for another year. I renewed my domain again. It will be two weeks before it fully expires and I don’t want to wait for that time until I find out it’s too late to update it. This site has been pretty close to me despite having one other major site. Probably because this site was created without much knowledge on ftp servers, plugins, read/write access, SSL connections and such. However, I was able to build this blog in order to showcase some emotions that I don’t normally divulge in other domains.
Some things are hard to understand. When reality doesn’t go according to what you planned.
Was playing some tunes at Pandora (my favorite online radio) when I chanced upon this song. There’s something about lonely melodies that still attracts me. This is most likely a worship song but it similar to all songs, it can be interpreted on how you perceive it; which means I have a different perception.
Still a bit high from my trip to Davao. Though it seemed that the place was silent, I guess it’s just the initial feeling when one is exposed to the city life for quite a while. This also happened to me when I was in Manila and I went back to my home town. But I was able to adjust after a couple of weeks. Anyway, there’s no adjustment here since I’m now in Cebu again. The break was good; it did me good.
It’s still summer and I can’t stand the heat. Because I can’t stand the heat, I’m loving it too much because it reminds me that it’s the best time to go to the beach and meet new people and mingle with fellow beach bums like those in the Miami dating scene. Wouldn’t it be nice to just talk to people who love the sun, sand and the waters?
Working over the weekend, got no sleep and no time to rest.
I’m still doing my best to be able to understand reports and schedules as well as escalated issues of the account and the line of business. I need to learn this as fast as I can so I can focus more on important things such as driving the performance to a higher level. It would be useless if I don’t leave a mark.
I’m glad cause right now, I can talk to my brother without much problem anymore. Unlike before that we don’t talk at all because it had always been a competition for both of us. But now, we’ve come to realize the importance of family and looking out for each other. It’s funny how it is because some people also notice the difference that we’re already in speaking terms. I guess we’ve grown up in a way that we don’t have that queasy feeling anymore of having to discuss topics that are normally talked about.
One fine afternoon, after our shift, some of my teammates and I planned on visiting one of our colleagues houses and have lunch there with a little drinking and singing, but mostly for social gathering. It was decided out of the blue because it’s seldom that we get chances like this to mingle with our workmates since we’ve been pretty much busy with the things going on right now with our office lives.
Gossip that puts people down. It makes me realize that there are indeed people who feel threatened for what other people have achieved; trying to put something in the method to justify the process of accomplishment.
Just swim and swim. It seems like when I’m in the water, I’m free.
Or I just want to cool off?
And NO, I don’t dream of becoming a merman. harhar
I tried to call a friend at 7 in the morning, thinking that she’d be awake. However, upon realizing that the person who picked up the phone was her father, I shut up and didn’t talk; all the while the person on the other line kept asking, “Hello? Hello? Hello?” With that happening, I hung up the phone.
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