Edcel.net – mind games

So many things I’d like to do over the weekend…

• Learn oDesk and build my profile
• Change the template of EdEarns.com
• Blog about Danvil Plans Inc.
• Learn Adobe
• Tweak my DSLR camera – understand aperture, depth of field, ISO sensitivity, etc.
• Re-install OS
• Set up a 5th domain – EdSnaps.com
• Get a Massage!
• Finish Reading Cashflow Quadrant – and return the book to the owner. sheesh.
• Book tickets for Davao
• Movie Marathon

I wish those times that I had nothing to do in the past would be filled with one of the lists that I have now. Busy, busy.

And here’s another.

Here’s the link of my first attempt: click here

Still in the process of adjusting. Good luck to me later and tomorrow. I won’t be able to sleep due to a seminar/training that I’ll be attending in the morning. I’m supposed to take a leave today but because of the sudden time adjustment, I have not much time to do things.

We’re going to have a training about the 7 Habits of Highly Effective People by Stephen Covey. I was introduced to the book a long time ago but I never put the courage to read it during one of my bookstore days –> before, I had all the time in the world to visit a local bookshop, sit down, and read what I could read.  I flipped through the pages of ‘The Catcher in the The Rye’, ‘The Little Prince’, ‘The Missing Piece’, ‘Hope for the Flowers’, some children’s books and some adult books too. Looking back, it was a good experience to go there and not pay anything but be able to access information without any worry; though there were the occasional reprimands from the saleslady.

Anyway, the point is I didn’t really like self-help books. There’s something about somebody telling you what to do with your life which made me uncomfortable. But now, I’ve been able to give them a try and not be so judgemental. So, since I still haven’t read the book, and I don’t have any plans on buying it, I’ll probably just wait for what’s going to happen tomorrow. But later, I have to be ready with some reports.

There are two sides to a coin, two sides to a story.Which one would you believe? The deceptive brain or the innocent ass? You know either one of them is lying. Which one would you put more weight on, when one is completely the opposite of the other?

Versions, they are changed, flipped, added, deducted, revised, manipulated, altered, covered, bared; all are different yet all are the same.

Just because one expressed his piece doesn’t make the other a liar.  But who do you trust? We cannot really measure sincerity unless they confront each other. You need to have both ends meet, which is hardly possible if the two aren’t willing.

They are but reflections of their characters. I’m just glad that they’ve been able to share. I don’t have to assess nor do I have to dwell. I keep an open mind even if I don’t have to know. Since they chose to give in, I had to be polite and listen. I acknowledge their sentiments but I don’t have to react. I’m on the receiving end; one can’t do anything but just take it, unless you want to destroy respect.

So there are two versions, which one is it? Scoop my brain out, you’ll find it empty. Hold my heart, you’ll realize it’s ice. What is it then, either or neither? I say whichever.

Heads or tails, I go for nada.

I’m still trying to understand and sort out the situations that I need to put more focus on. It’s nice cause I get to take control over events; but sometimes I just lose my mind in the process. That’s why I need to take more vitamins cause I don’t get enough sleep. I should also watch what I eat now considering that I’m always exhausted and I need all the best supplements I can get just to stay healthy as I’m also losing weight.

Been getting a lot of feedback last year about the country being a recipient of melamine-contained products especially in milk. It had been a big issue because milk is one of the essential nutrients that we feed to our children in order to give them the proper nutrition that they need and now that because of that news, people had been more wary and are more aware of what they need to read.

Now there’s another issue that’s been rolled out by the FDA about Psoriasis drug Raptiva. They say it could cause some serious brain infection and nobody wants to have that. Actually, nobody wants to have any complications due to the drug.

To know more information about this drug.
http://www.youhaverights.com/dangerous-drugs/raptiva

I’ve been getting a lot headaches nowadays probably because of stress and the lack of sleep. Now the medicines that I take should be filtered out which means I should be careful that I don’t add to the headache by watching the drugs that I take.

I sit here in front of pixels. Today’s supposed to be my day off. I wonder if I’m being too obedient that I find it hard to say NO whenever new responsibilities arrive.

It would’ve been better if there’s proper distribution but because of lapses in everyone’s part, the other has to suffer for most.

So I’m here, typing away pixels that that turn to letters, letters turning to words that turn to phrases to sentences and paragraphs and reports and numbers.

Numbers, that’s probably what’s most important nowadays. At least I have a number of no classes and work this week. It’s the least consolation that I can get.

Now Ed, before you keep on staring at those blinking pixels, produce those numbers.

February is almost over and as usual, I’m at a total loss when it comes to dating and relationships. I don’t know why, this part of life has always been a blur whenever I try to put myself into perspective on where I am in life. I do feel the pressure, contrary to what people think. Especially since I’m the guy. I wouldn’t mind doing a passion search. Looking for the person you want to spend the rest of your life with is truly a magical event. Not knowing what to do and where to start is obvious. I have a friend who was set up by his sisters in order to finally get a special someone to at least spend time with.

Aside from other social networking sites, there’s a new one wherein they claim that they’re different because it focuses more on the adult relationship compared to other pages with similar content. This is more serious because you can just sort out the people you want to share profiles with.

I’m still new at this, that’s why I don’t find anything wrong with finding your soulmate over the web. Love transcends all boundaries, and with this, there’s no boundary!