I arrived with a heavy head. I’m upset, more so irritated. It’s still the start of the year and I don’t want to bury myself with a rotten day. We had another one of those episodes at home that you’d wish you could just sleep it over in order to have a better rest but NO. I had to go through it so now I’m getting a fix of one-liners that you’d never want to read in a message especially since it’s from someone you know. Now I’m agitated cause somehow it makes me wonder if I’m really a bad son for being stubborn or just stiff. I don’t want to yield anymore.
Edcel – a personal weblog mind games and then some.
2009 goals
January 10, 2009 — edcelBy The End of 2008
- Camera
- Credit card
- Passport
- Personal Computer
- Update my school records
I evaluated the list I created last year. I seem to have achieved the goals I’ve set upon myself. These material things I never thought I could have but I’m very glad I was able to get them.
stubborn me
January 8, 2009 — edcelI’m a stubborn jackass.
I don’t find anything rewarding with seeing people you want with other people.
I still put up with this shit, and I’m being a fool for still tolerating myself.
staring blindly
January 6, 2009 — edcelI find it funny whenever I need to have that extra emotion, I get it whenever I pass by you. I am stripped off my shield but I take it all in and still beg for more; as if it’s the only time I’m able to feel something I’ve always wanted but can never have.
gatorade my best friend
January 4, 2009 — edcelNot feeling well. I’ve constantly going to the bathroom to relieve myself. I keep on going every now and then, which isn’t healthy. I need to eat more veggies and less oily foods because of the way my digestion has been building up.
two more days
January 3, 2009 — edcelto go before going back to two things: work and school.
darn it.
New Year and I was sober!
January 2, 2009 — edcelNot that I’d really get drunk or I’d intoxicate myself whenever there’s a celebration but I didn’t drink during the start of 2009. I got sick though because of too much shouting during the countdown in the office. I competed with the noise that people were making using their trumpets plus I worked afterward.
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