I’ve never been this wasted in a very long while. But I’m glad, I only have how many days left until I’ll be busy again. Besides, it’s the holidays and I’m still young and I haven’t partied as much since that small chunk of my youth has already been overlapped by work and such. That’s why I’m making amends without really compromising anything since I also have the right to do so.
Edcel – a personal weblog mind games and then some.
just releasing
December 30, 2008 — edcelYou don’t have to force yourself. Who am I for you to even care about? I don’t want it. It makes me feel awkward especially since I want to be nice but I can’t even place it as one of the issues I need to worry about. My life is already complicated as it is and it’s adding more stress in my daily routine already. I don’t mean to be rude, I just don’t want to think about it.
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bye bye 2008
December 29, 2008 — edcelTwo days it will be a new year. I’m still savoring every minute of my temporary break. However, despite the many challenges this year had given me, 2008 actually brought me more or good than harm. I just want to say goodbye in advance, before anybody else does.
I'm going
December 27, 2008 — edcelI got my confirmation just now so I guess my trip will push through now. Good thing I still have a bit of a time grabbing some snacks and packing up. Probably 7 hours from now, I’ll be back to the city of falling leaves.
wasted again
December 26, 2008 — edcelWent out with some officemates during Christmas day and ate. A bit of booze and singing in between. I never got to hang out with these guys so it was something new to me, though the ambiance isn’t. But it’s nice to be able to go out with the people and not really talk about work matters. We were there to have a good time and we did. In the end, I got wasted. hehe.
meek
December 26, 2008 — edcelEverybody’s more or less going to their homes,
I should put mine into place.
erase
December 26, 2008 — edcelWhy did I even take a peek? When I know that once a hand is given, the whole arm goes is also taken?
Get me away from you. I don’t plan to be bitter. You’re already happy and you need no disturbance. Somehow, I can’t see ahead anymore.
planning
December 26, 2008 — edcelI like my Elementary Accounting class. It’s the only subject I have this semester that makes more sense since it’s all about numbers and making sense out of them. I wouldn’t have to wonder how to find the derivative or the integral of the limit of x as it passes to the y axis as it’s just about being able to make ends meet and equal. Simple arithmetic and a little logic or common sense. My Math hasn’t reached it’s peak but it’s already slowing down on me that’s why I need to get back to basics.
smirk
December 25, 2008 — edcelSometimes I’m just stunned by your responses. I never really thought of you as that and when revelations would leave me in an alarmed state, that’s what I end up being… alarmed. Do I know you or do I not? With everything going on, everyday is an eye-opener which makes me understand you even more. But you still put me in a state of shock at times and those times I just can’t help but grin in disbelief.
movie marathon 3
December 24, 2008 — edcelSince school stopped for awhile, I was able to watch some flicks and now I’m going to write another movie marathon.
on the eve
December 23, 2008 — edcelI need to do some overtime work now unless I want to spend the rest of Christmas eve at the office.
unexpected delivery
December 23, 2008 — edcelI received a package in the office. At first I was wondering what it was all about but upon closer look, it got me all excited that I couldn’t wait tearing the envelopes up altogether.
late post
December 22, 2008 — edcelLate post of the newlyweds last December 08, 2008. Congrats Ez and Rajit. These were my former trainers in my previous account and I’m glad I was invited to their wedding in a small chapel.
Here is Gone
December 21, 2008 — edcelNew song to be heard in this site. Apparently, most of the people who’ve been here are tired of the same song played over and over again. This one has an upbeat tune that you just can’t help but sing along.
Here is Gone
Goo Goo Dolls
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