Can’t update much. Still in Manila, but I was able to go to Taal.
Will be back on a Saturday or Sunday. We’ll see.
Edcel – a personal weblog mind games and then some.
lookout
October 29, 2008 — edcelfoolish Ed
October 27, 2008 — edcelStop being so foolish, Ed. You can’t let salespersons drive you to their direction; even if they do it for a living. Now you’re going to suffer the consequences of getting your money back which will definitely take a lot of time, energy and money.
self-discrimination
October 19, 2008 — edcelI’m in Manila right now because of work. Haha, this is my first official business trip where the company is paying for everything. Well, maybe just the food and some allowance but all is well. It’s been four days since we’ve checked in the hotel we’re staying and we’re finally getting the treatment we deserve.
little
October 15, 2008 — edcelDon’t you just hate being in the spotlight to the point wherein your decisions are based on how you see yourself in other people’s perspectives? You don’t have you own entity because you are ruled by dictatorship that you put yourself in. You feel trapped because whatever your do, it’s being traced and observed. You feel so little that you crawl back into a corner or to your shell just so you wouldn’t hear any sound from the world outside.
money pouring in
October 12, 2008 — edcelI can’t believe that money has been pouring IN (not out!) right now. I’ ve been earning some extra income that I never thought I could earn in a very minimal amount of time. My pay has been increasing because of the number of overtime work I’ve rendered. Plus the blog that I have, a Google adsense payout, some small survey payouts, I’m going to be rich! Nah, not really; at least I have some extra cash to spend save which will be good for the rainy season. I need to save since I don’t have any time deposit account or something of that sort. I need to save now!
moved
October 11, 2008 — edcelThe trip we’re planning to was postponed and moved to another date. It’s nice because it will give me time to breathe with all the things going on. But I don’t want to be too happy that they might realize that they don’t need us to be there. I still want to be of good use.
challenge
October 10, 2008 — edcelIt’s a hell week for me. The next weeks won’t be as different; I’m assuming it will be worse. But this is a good thing, now I’ll have something to focus more on without having to question too much because the task was being assigned to us; without having to fight our way for it.
amiable
October 5, 2008 — edcelThere are times when I wonder if I’m too approachable that people can ask me favors even in the most inappropriate situations. I’m not trying to say that I don’t want to help just because of biased assumptions. Because if ever that happens to me, I don’t want to be put to a test either. I’m merely playing with the thought that if I were aloof, would they even talk to me?
upset
October 3, 2008 — edcel@#^@(!*$^@*#)!_#^!()@!&*@
So upset and effed up. Can’t put into words what I’m feeling already.
*&%@#(*#$&*!_$&@(#)@#_(#$
no celebration
October 1, 2008 — edcelSeptember 29, my brother’s birthday. No greetings were made.
October 01, my mother’s birthday. No celebration was done.
Some kind of family member you are, Ed. It’s been like this ever since but I know that in order for this type of cycle to stop, it should start somewhere where one is aware. I blame apathy and cosmetology colleges.
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I'm so touched
October 4, 2008 — edcelWhen I opened this blog and logged on to my dashboard, I got the surprise of a lifetime (insert sarcastic tone). At first I was assuming that this was my other site; but upon closer look, yep, it’s edcel.net alright… with 100 Spam comments. haha. My spam never went this high in a day, ever! All those unwanted comments just to get a link, for me? They shouldn’t have. hehe.
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