Edcel.net - mind games

I can’t believe I’m in drama mode today. I read some previous emails that I’ve received and also sent (I usually keep emails that I’ve sent to people –> yes, I’m that weird, go figure) and recalled the times that happened almost 5 years ago.

Yahoomail, Blog-city, Yahoo 360, Friendster, Blogspot, Yahoo Messenger, Gmail, Photobucket, Multiply, Wordpress, Youtube… just some websites (mail/blog/social networking/etc.) that helped shape my internet savviness (haha, savinness, what a word’; even if there’s no such).

I kept some, deleted some, and some just wilted away.

Going back, often times I ask myself why I don’t delete those mails. I can’t give a decent answer, is this is a sign of me not being able to move on? Not really. I don’t faithfully reread these emails anymore unlike before. Maybe I just like the fact that I have a history to recall on at times when I’d like to reminisce such as today. It’s more of a happy phase for me now; it makes me smile knowing what I was to the eyes of some people. Those old letters are gentle reminders for me not to go over my head and keep my toes intact.

They make me realize that I once had a past. I want to get some airline marketing tickets now and go somewhere