I’m too upset right now I’m having a headache just thinking about it.
When will people really change?
Somebody throw me a pill.
Aarghh.
Edcel – a personal weblog mind games and then some.
headache
June 30, 2008 — edcel&@#*T)#
June 29, 2008 — edcel&@^#&%$^%*@^(!@&)(*#@)(*#*(&$^&^@%!
That’s supposed to be me typing curses. Anyway, the trip that we were planning to have was postponed… AGAIN.
pooped
June 27, 2008 — edcelI’ve been up for more than 24 hours, most of the time I spent at work since I had a double-shift (meaning, I completed two days worth of duty) because I have some appointments later on. Now, I feel restless but I’m having a migraine. I’m hungry but I want to go and sh*t.
gym, gym, gym
June 26, 2008 — edcelI want to hit the gym!
I want to hit the gym!
I want to hit the gym!
I’m still chanting –> you call that a chant, Ed?
faith and religion
June 25, 2008 — edcelReligion is just a bunch of rules to make sinful people behave.
searching for hotels
June 24, 2008 — edcelI was doing my daily routine at work, I went to the pantry at the middle of my shift and I was told that my former colleague is planning to go to Singapore to work. I was a bit shocked because I never thought she’d have an interview almost right away.
upside down
June 23, 2008 — edcel
The things I do just for the sake of getting a good picture. It sometimes amazes me. I just hope I won’t run out of skills to show.
Image and Perception
June 23, 2008 — edcelI see where the problem lies, it’s with gaining an image; a good one at that. It’s the reason why I’m pressured to arriving at a decision. Image and perception. I wrote an entry before about setting my priorities and talking about promotions.
when a stranger calls
June 22, 2008 — edcel
I couldn’t count any more how many times the movie “When a Stranger Calls” was shown on HBO. When I ate at the pantry, the tv was tuned in to the same movie when I got back home and was just bumming around and playing with some discount golf balls.
cold weather
June 20, 2008 — edcelThe rain, so cold.
Emotions hinder my thoughts.
Man, being a sexual being,
Searching for the comfort of flesh.
Drops of fluid trickling down my chest,
I breathe deep, and breathe out;
Just to release the strong desire for pleasure.
Things the cold weather can do.
new phone
June 19, 2008 — edcel
My new phone, not some cheap golf balls. Supposedly, I were to write an entry about how I got this cellphone and just for the record, I did create one. However, something happened with 3ix.com and one of their server maintenance that when I checked my entry, it was gone. F*ck.
to both of you
June 18, 2008 — edcelTo the Guy:
Just for the record, the conversation was purposely meant for me and her alone. It’s not that you should hear every word we talk about. But of course, it’s not your fault because she was the one who confided her feelings about my naivety. At least you could’ve thought things over before you say anything just to have my side of the story.
the truth hurts more
June 17, 2008 — edcelThe consequences I create out of being too nosy and wanting to know what’s going on with her life. I can’t escape it anymore. It’s time for me to move one, but it’s still hard.
Pictures do paint a lot of words. A simple touch could mean so much. Why did I even bother when my thoughts don’t seem to matter ?
guidance
June 16, 2008 — edcelI need guidance, should I dive into untested waters?
I’m planning to cause I want change, it’s not that I’m fed up; I’m maybe just tired. But when you think about it, I don’t want to think of what I’ll be getting. It’s just the possibility of exploring other opportunities to broaden my growth and knowledge.
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