When will I get out of this mess?
Edcel – a personal weblog mind games and then some.
cash-strapped
May 21, 2008 — edcelI can’t believe it’s still the 20th and I’m running of dough! I’ve been spending a lot on things that aren’t really needed. I’ve also been making excuses of using my money just to live up to the self-professed “lifestyle” that I should be in; which is just sad.
working for a dream
May 20, 2008 — edcelI’ve always dreamt a life of having a picket fenced house with a Mailbox on my front yard. Well, it’s the usual American dream where you wish that you could live in a town that’s safe and secure. But then again, you have to go back to reality and see that things aren’t the way they’re supposed to be.
Of Priorities and Promotions
May 19, 2008 — edcelSacrifice something precious to gain something else
More people are getting promoted at work. Most of the tenured agents are gaining confidence in applying for higher positions. Of course, if you’re bored of doing the same routine already, you’d find other means to do something more than your scope of work; that is if you’re open to change. And since I’m in an industry that is ever changing and growing, we need more and more people to fill up the available “Leader” positions to direct and handle people who are still starting.
saving up
May 18, 2008 — edcelI only have one credit card. I wish I had more though. I tried applying for one before, when I got regularized by the company. However, I was declined because I was still 19 years of age. But now that I’m 21, I finally got one.
what's with a tattoo?
May 17, 2008 — edcelYou had to do it with guy that has a tattoo. Of all the people, why? I thought I’ve moved on, but you’re still on my mind. We never were together. You were never mine, I was never yours. I still feel stupid, helpless and like a wreck. F*ck love, there’s no such thing. What do I do now? I seem to be at a loss. I’ll never be your first, I’ll never be your last. You’re the only person that can take me from this hellhole, but you ran off with a guy with a tattoo.
back in my sophomore year
May 16, 2008 — edcelBack when I was in my sophomore year in high school, I was transferred to another school because the eldest brother had a bit of an issue with one of his subjects. We all had to transfer and I personally didn’t like the way that I would have to introduce myself to a bunch of people again, thinking they’d really want to get to know me better.
A certified beach bum
May 15, 2008 — edcelWorking almost everyday in an air-conditioned building, where the air you breathe isn’t going anywhere, one thing you most likely need aside from a thick jacket, would be some rest and relaxation. That’s why being a part of this supposedly growing call center industry, team buildings are a staple.
travelling makes me high
May 14, 2008 — edcelI love to travel a lot and take pictures while at it. It’s something about going from different places and renting cheap hotels that drives me high. At first, I didn’t like the idea of spending how many hours just to reach a certain destination. However, in the long run, I came to embrace it with open arms. I don’t care if I stay in cheap hotels or even just sleep on the sand at a beach. Because when I go to places, it’s not really about staying and just lounging around, but it’s very good to check some last minute London hotels, you can never be too vigilant when it comes to value for your money; much more to the value of of the place and the culture and life of a different country that wakes you up in the middle of the night despite jet lag. It’s in the sense of fulfillment that after traveling how many kilometers or miles, you are able to see the effort from getting there, pay off.
hate cleaning up someone else's mess
May 14, 2008 — edcelIf only people would do what they’re supposed to do, everything would’ve been fine. You shouldn’t have to clean up over someone else’s mess.
mayer chill
May 13, 2008 — edcelI never really liked John Mayer and his music, until my brother downloaded his Continuum album. So we’re a bit outdated with music. I just realized that this album has been released since 2006 and what date is today? OLD.
signed up my blog
May 13, 2008 — edcelI’m getting more and more interested with getting more information online and making some moolah while at it. So, I signed up for Bloggerwave so I can blog and make money as well. This is an exciting project for me as I maximize my blog and make sure that I’ll reach my full potential so I can earn and save better. I know that this is just a start of something that will be able to benefit me in the long run. I get to blog about the things I like and it doesn’t hurt at all to get something in return.
In Repair
May 13, 2008 — edcelToo many shadows in my room
Too many hours in this midnight
Too many corners in my mind
So much to do to set my heart right
Oh it’s taking so long I could be wrong, I could be ready
Oh but if i take my heart’s advice
I should assume it’s still unsteady
I am in repair, I am in repair
to be poker-faced
May 12, 2008 — edcelI’ve been to the casino already; the first time I was able to be in one was right after my birthday. I was still 18 years old and I wasn’t allowed to enter a casino yet. You had to be at least 21 years old to get in but I was able to that’s why I got so excited. But when I got home, I later realized that I shouldn’t have been that happy as it meant that I looked old on why the security personnel didn’t ask for identification and ju
st let me in directly.
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