Edcel.net - mind games

I feel so clumsy at times, no, a lot of times. I don’t know how many instances have passed where I should’ve kept my mouth shut but didn’t because the urge to say something (even if it’s not that useful) is too strong for me to even think twice. How many times has my big mouth got me into trouble? It’s sickening in a sense because I’m supposed to be this all-mature person who should’ve gotten a significant other a long time but is still finding all sorts of excuses for not pursuing it.