When I was still in Siargao, I was about to sleep, a colleague texted me saying she’s leaving our account. She and another colleague will have a lateral transfer to another Provider on the same company. They will still be based here in Cebu but they’ll be in Bacolod for 2 weeks for the training. Shoot. I could’ve also grabbed the opportunity if I were there with them had I not spent a vacation. I had a hard time sleeping then. Right now, they already have tickets to proceed.
Edcel – a personal weblog mind games and then some.
blabber
March 28, 2008 — edcelWhy does a person have to grow up in order to find the importance of meaning? Can’t things be any simpler for us all in order to achieve a better and clearer understanding of what keeps us going? What is the purpose of existence? Do I even have one? What’s with all these questions? Am I ever going to find answers?
net-freak
March 27, 2008 — edcelI just got back from Siargao. First thing I started doing was check my mails and update whatever needs to be updated. After four hours online, I’m still stuck on my seat. I can’t seem to move as I’m glued; for almost a week, I haven’t been this long online. I was only able to check my mails twice while in Siargao, sheesh, I’m such a net-freak.
it's not a helmet, it's my head
March 26, 2008 — edcelI shaved my head. I don’t know what came over me but I just did. It’s about time since it’s inline with the summer. To think that I got my hair cut in Surigao, which is in another island. The last time I went skinhead was during summer of my Junior year in high school; and I didn’t event go to an online university at that time. When was that, 2002? 6 years ago?
just to wonder
March 25, 2008 — edcelI read my past entries back then as I was sorting out my blog because the template crashed on me. I ask myself if I was the one who wrote those posts a few years ago. I sounded too mature for my age. I started working early and I learned a lot about the world.
Pass
March 21, 2008 — edcelHigh school classmates texted me, saying they wanted to meet up. As if they’re on some mba programs that’s why they have all the time to hang out.
is it too late?
March 20, 2008 — edcel
Sometimes I wonder if I can still learn a skill or a talent, cause I know that I’m not good in a special field. My body’s starting to take it’s permanent structure and I’m not growing any taller, so could it still be possible? Don’t mind me, I just watched Step Up 2, now I can’t stop getting the jiggy with it. (Uh, ed, not cool). But really, what if? or can I still?
memories of childhood
March 18, 2008 — edcelIt was 1:30 am, I just got home from work; actually, after talking with Doi and Leah for their sideline. I thought I could sleep right away, considering that I still have work later, mid shift. But I couldn’t, so I watched Alvin and The Chipmunks; their voices still ringing in my my ear. It’s a bit cute at the beginning, in the transition to middle you kinda get the idea where the movie is heading; however, overall, it’s just… cute –> can’t find a better description.
untypical
March 17, 2008 — edcelI don’t want to end up being the pathetic geek I always thought I could be. But where’s my coolness, then? I used to be cool. What happened to you, ed? You used to be the image of grace under pressure. You used to have it all.
virtual insanity
March 14, 2008 — edcelI don’t know what’s going on with me. I can’t seem to move from my seat. I’ve been stuck like this for 6 hours straight, in front of the monitor; going back and forth sites I’ve already visited; looking for some online colleges that I can apply for. I haven’t eaten dinner and I’m sweating like hell because of the pre-summer heat. Couldn’t I be any more addicted to the net?
question
March 9, 2008 — edcelWhat does one do?
When the eyes are welled up, yet you force them not to overflow?
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