Edcel.net – mind games

Here’s a quick post about my trip to Apo Island in Dauin, Negros Oriental. It was a spur of the moment activity and it was great because I didn’t get to spend a lot compared to what I had in mind.

It was a sunny day at this great diving spot but we just went snorkeling. But I made a big mistake when I forgot about bringing my camera for underwater shots. It was a total bummer when I was able to swam with the fishes and the sea turtles.

Oh well, here are the pictures of my trip to Apo Island.

I almost applied for a loan in order to get a house for myself. At 23, it would already be a good investment for me considering that I don’t really have a home I can call my own. My parents also don’t own any type of property that’s why it would be nice that they also have a place to live and not pay rent every month. But somehow at the time, I backed out. I said goodbye to the reservation fee and had to wonder what I had to do in order to be more prepared next time when I’ll finally decide to get a mortgage.

One thing for sure I’m going to take care of would be my name. People can get home equity loans and other loans from lending agencies so long as you have a good credit rating. When you have excellent or perfect credit scores, you will be able to apply for a home loan without having to worry that much so that you can get a loan to the finance mortgage of your property.

Getting a good credit rating is very important because it would help you in making sure that you can buy a car, a house, or invest in something while keeping your reputation up.

Second time to get a henna tattoo. This was drawn in Apo Island, there’s no other souvenir shop that’s there. I thank Wenggay for picking a good design at the last minute. I can say I’m prouder at showing this off compared to the previous one that I had around 2 years ago.

What if it’s real, I’m still thinking.
I’m a tiger, which is just apt.

What I want is for him to understand the consequences of every action he takes. I wish to impart the lessons I’ve learned when I was his age. I want to give him my guts just so he would realize how hard it is and how he should find a way as opposed to just relying on other people to do the work for him.

We’re already hard-up and it seems like I should be working more and finding more jobs which proves to be taxing already. I’ve got my own ambitions too, and where I am right now is still not the place where I want to be.

I hope he sees the value of my work and don’t just let it all go to waste. I care more about the realization more than the grades.

Just had a conversation about assignments and I feel bad knowing that my value has been lowered in rank. It’s a total bummer since it’s been months since I’ve planned this out at the back of my head and I was willing to surrender.

But it’s my fault anyway because I didn’t grab the chance when it was already fed to me in front of my face; complete with the choo choo trains and the flying airplanes.

It’s okay cause I still belong as part of the group but I just feel that I wasted myself in total. Darn it.

working on it but I have a  minimal idea on where I should begin. Now I’m googling everything from what I should put from the beginning to the end. I’m apprehensive in putting facts because they’re not as updated as I thought they would be but I’ve no choice. This is the data that’s being presented to me and I have to deal with it.

Good luck with the comments and feedback cause I don’t really like being corrected but I won’t improve if I don’t get all constructive about it. Finish this, Ed; like the Mortal Combat cry.

Bummed but buried. I’m rushing the articles I needed to accomplish the task as fast as I can. Deadline was last week but I’m still not done. In fact, I haven’t even started. That’s what you get when you get employers who don’t value their employees. Oh well, let me work this one out quick.

Can I  have my cake and also eat it?